To My dearest fren...Cj

How does it feel like?

When you see that one of ur best frens....

was trying his best nt to make us worry abt him..

trying his best to cover his sadness and tried to talk to us and joke v us...

He just lost his beloved mum...

our beloved aunty..with charming smile all the time..

WE...Cannot even bear with it..

how could my fren?????

however..

he was trying his best nt to drop a single tear in front of us

few of my frens...crying badly in front of him..

i was trying nt to cry..

as I do not want him to feel sad..

He is my best buddy..

He comfort whenever i quarel with my gf..

he is always with me whenever i need him..

i still can remember it-> he msn me and tell me..if u stress...i m here for u to de-stress.

receive a mesg like that..somemore during midnight when u were studying hard for tml paper..

u feel warm..

but..

The 1st thg i can thk of when i see him tonight...

I m sorry for everythg..

he is no longer the fren tat i noe..

his bodies are full of cuts..

and i noe...his heart too...

a deep cut which can hardly be cured..

I smsed him after we left his house...

a simple...mesg,.,is replied..

Ty...

it nearly made me cry..

that shows that he was trying his best to tahan...to sabar from bursting out..

Bro..

i promise..

i will come bec sgt once i m done with my Muet..

I will always with u...as long as u need me..

dun forget..

u and i..

are best buddy...

So...

just try to get some rest...

ur mum doesnt wan u to be like this too..

and u noe it ...

and i noe u always noe it....and u always a good and great son for her...

even though she cannot be with u anymore...

but i noe...

her heart...ur heart...

still linking together..

ntg can seperate both of u...

Aunty...

ur charming smile..

i will nvr forget abt it..

May you rest in peace..

We will try our best to help Cj...our best fren...

We...all of us..love you so much Aunty..

Uncle..

Hope u can wake up ASAP...

the family needs u so much....

uncle..plz wake up...

God Bless you my dear uncle..

Cj....

I m sorry abt this..

I do not know wat i can do..

or wat can i do..

I just wish that...

U can get out of this eventually...

and we always believe u can do it..

Your family...

Needs you ..

Your beloved mum..

Doesnt wan to see you so sad too..

So...

Try your best.....

you can do it we noe...

We all love you...

My dearest friend...