最近
真的不懂我到底怎么了
就是很烦
很像是有忧郁症的pattern
一个礼拜的midterm break回来后
我
很不对劲
脑中开始有些不对劲的想法
“我想回马六甲读”
不要问我为什么
我也不知道答案
上课时
我也显的有些的down
这几天
脑里都想着回hometown
可以整天和家人在一起
我是否真在逃避？？
逃避课业上的压力
逃避在cyberjaya里的一切？
希望不会是这样
这几天
我看她都被我缠着
不好意思
但她就是一直都在我身旁陪着我
谢谢你
不想这样
天天emo
虽然有时还是笑嘻嘻的对着大家
但
还真的是扮出来的
请原谅我这久久来一次的EMO
2 comments:
it's ok to be emo but please don't stay too long.. we wait for u to be jovial again and bring joy to us.. think over your problems... mayb it can be solved, otherwise if u want to avoid it, the problems at cyberjaya, it would be better to change your mind and go back to malacca if that's what you want.
whatever it is, discuss with ur frens n all.. im sure everyone will support your decision alright?
stay happy!
erm i do think some guys look more "wow" if they are emo guys... ice is rite, can emo but cant too long... do the person u want to be, laugh for urself but no other ppl, i know its miserable. anyway, u're not a PA rite haha...
do go anywhere u want, if u come back melaka, i think even H1N1 case will less abit haha, coz u so noisy, they oso afraid then run away haha.
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