2010-10-17







一生至少该有一次,为了某个人而忘了自己,不求有结果,不求同行,不求曾经拥有,甚至不求你爱我。只求在我最美的年华里,遇到你。

幸福,再见

很久,

没有这类的

伤感

很久,

都没想让自己那么的堕落。

很久,

都没有

那么的寂寞。

很久,真的很久,

都没有

想要哭的感觉。

对这一却已麻木??


是我

一直以来

都太幸福





幸福

再见


至少。。。


总是

会有

低潮

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我不累

我不恨

我不伤


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至少

这是我

最后能做的

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至少


曾是

幸福的绵羊




2010-10-15

一直以来,都是我太幼稚








2010-10-13

To My dearest fren...Cj

How does it feel like?

When you see that one of ur best frens....
was trying his best nt to make us worry abt him..
trying his best to cover his sadness and tried to talk to us and joke v us...

He just lost his beloved mum...
our beloved aunty..with charming smile all the time..

WE...Cannot even bear with it..
how could my fren?????

however..
he was trying his best nt to drop a single tear in front of us
few of my frens...crying badly in front of him..
i was trying nt to cry..
as I do not want him to feel sad..

He is my best buddy..
He comfort whenever i quarel with my gf..
he is always with me whenever i need him..
i still can remember it-> he msn me and tell me..if u stress...i m here for u to de-stress.
receive a mesg like that..somemore during midnight when u were studying hard for tml paper..
u feel warm..

but..
The 1st thg i can thk of when i see him tonight...
I m sorry for everythg..
he is no longer the fren tat i noe..
his bodies are full of cuts..
and i noe...his heart too...
a deep cut which can hardly be cured..

I smsed him after we left his house...
a simple...mesg,.,is replied..
Ty...
it nearly made me cry..
that shows that he was trying his best to tahan...to sabar from bursting out..

Bro..
i promise..
i will come bec sgt once i m done with my Muet..
I will always with u...as long as u need me..
dun forget..
u and i..
are best buddy...

So...
just try to get some rest...
ur mum doesnt wan u to be like this too..
and u noe it ...
and i noe u always noe it....and u always a good and great son for her...
even though she cannot be with u anymore...
but i noe...
her heart...ur heart...
still linking together..
ntg can seperate both of u...

Aunty...
ur charming smile..
i will nvr forget abt it..
May you rest in peace..
We will try our best to help Cj...our best fren...
We...all of us..love you so much Aunty..

Uncle..
Hope u can wake up ASAP...
the family needs u so much....
uncle..plz wake up...
God Bless you my dear uncle..

Cj....
I m sorry abt this..
I do not know wat i can do..
or wat can i do..
I just wish that...
U can get out of this eventually...
and we always believe u can do it..

Your family...
Needs you ..
Your beloved mum..
Doesnt wan to see you so sad too..
So...
Try your best.....
you can do it we noe...

We all love you...
My dearest friend...


2010-10-12

FUCK YOU!

what the fuck is going on..

retard driver???

because of his retard act
12 or more lives sacrificed in that accident

Wat governemnt did??
whenever there is serious accident...
those cb retard MCA or UMNO ppl will come out and cakap..
they will take legal action against those who caused the accident
but at the end???

eat shit plz...u retards

what u guys really did???

fucking with girl?
and then became a porno ???
then became president of the madafaker MCA???

Life of a human is that really ntg for u guys??
or u need to test it be4 u noe hw we, frens of victim, felt?

u got no brain is it???

now only cakap u will take legal action against those who hisap drug punya driver...
cant u guys just fucking prevent somethg from happening be4 it happens??
why must wait until it happen then only u guys try to act noble here and there by sending condolences to those victims??
u thk it really helps???

nah
fuck u...

u called urself representative of residents in malaysia??
u represent lan cau??
useless retard...
even i can do better than u u fucktard
12 lives...
nothing serious for u??
u...still can sleep well eat well fuck well???

now..

my fren's mum has passed away
my fren's dad is still in ICU
my fren is also suffering from some injuries...

What u guys did??
gave some retard speech and cover everthg??
nah...
u r just an idiot that noes ntg but money..

cakap i m so sorry abt all these and then fucking go bec and eat abalone?

Retard max

go to hell plz u all these madafakers

U better pray uncle can recover ..
else u will be cursed even worse...
u useless guys....
go and fucking make a porno plz....
instead of trying to LEAD chinese...
u got more talent on making a porno..